Tuesday, July 5, 2011

More Disappointment God

Dogs. Sunset. Field and forest. An old woman laughing, smoking a cig.

Nothing happens. This matters. Expectation gets high on disappointment. I did let go only to learn to let go.

That pressing illusion. A cat suffering from dementia. A bad night's sleep or a night of bad sleep. This or that or nothing.

If resistance is strong, take that as a sign. Avoid signs. You see with what eye what I have to deal with? A shambling black bear at the hen house.

After midnight, more disappointment. God is not aware of God. Bible study is b.s.. Essence of lilac, many days of rain.

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